Sometimes it seems the days rush by so fast that on Friday I am thinking what day is it Tuesday or Wednesday? Then other times (this is one of those "other times") I can't stop thinking, when is this week going to end? I can't seem to get it in my brain that we are truly living in AZ. Its weird, I wake up, get started on my normal morning routine with the kids, and somewhere between changing diapers and feeding my monsters I realize, sadly, that I know no one in my neighborhood. I wouldn't recognize my mailman, and I have no one who knows me for miles! Its very sad. I know that once we go to our new ward and get to know people this crazy life will fall into place, but for right now I just feel really lost. For this first time in years I am living really close to my family, but really close is relative. They are an hour and a half away and I have no car during the day. They might as well be in China! So I guess this is turning out to be a little harder than I thought it would be. I must endure!
PS, Melece if you read this I miss you! I love you! I know I will never find a friend like you again.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
The end of yet another day.
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That first Sunday at church will make it all better. I hope it comes quick for you and you have a great ward!
i swear we go through this about once every two years! i too bet and hope you will find a bunch of fun moms looking for another pal!
I miss you too!! I miss Ben's smile, Mallory's kitten voice, and especially all the talks we have. True, we can still talk on the phone, but it's not the same. Before you moved, we were getting pretty busy with our lives and didn't get togther as much as we used to. My not having a car added to that. Maybe that was a trial period to see if we could do without seeing each other all the time. Or, maybe we were being slowly weaned off each other. Sounds funny, I know. You'll always be a close friend whether you live in Arizona or Alaska! (please don't move to Alaska)
But, I really do miss you tons.
Love you.
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